Patterned Pandemonium: A Waltz Inside the Avalanche; or, Dress Rehearsal for the Collapse

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THE ALBUM

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THE MUSIC

THE WORDS

Side A

When the Hinges Start to Scream
I found her in a penny-luck lounge
Where the wallpaper peeled like dead skin
She was leaning on the bar like it owed her rent
And the room bent itself to let her in

She had a laugh that came out sideways
And a voice like a cracked church bell
Said, “You look like a man with a secret to tell”
I said, “I’ve got more than I can carry, and it ain’t for sale”

We burned through nights like stolen gasoline
Took every back alley in the city by storm
She made me feel like my veins could rattle steel
And my fists could bend the weather warm

Her perfume was all bad decisions and tequila
Her touch could knock the hinges off a prayer
I thought I was the wolf in that picture
Turns out, I was just the lamb in her care

But I can still hear the beams hum low
Like they’re talkin’ just to me
One day I’ll lean in close
And we’ll see who sets who free
No use in asking mercy
When the hinges start to scream
I’ll drop the ceiling, darlin’
And let the dust tuck in my dreams

She started asking ‘bout my secrets
How I could pull a doorway wide with my hands
She’d smile like the fox at the chicken yard fence
And say, “Baby, tell me how you stand”

Each night she’d pour one more drink
Each night the questions wore me thin
I told her lies just to keep her warm
But each one cut a little more skin

It was a Tuesday that smelled like rust
And the air weighed heavy as stone
She kissed me ‘til the ground forgot my name
Then she brought the scissors home

She cut the storm out of my scalp
Sold the lightning for a ring and a song
And the next thing I knew, I was on the ground
And the boys with iron hands came along

They fed me gravel for breakfast
Washed it down with turpentine tea
Put a blindfold over my cut out eyes
And a shackle where my hands used to be

They made me turn the wheel in circles
‘Til my shoulders screamed like burning fires
All I had left was the hum of the walls
And a mind full of funeral choirs

But I can still hear the beams hum low
Like they’re talkin’ just to me
One day I’ll lean in close
And we’ll see who sets who free
No use in asking mercy
When the hinges start to scream
I’ll drop the ceiling, darlin’
And let the dust tuck in my dreams

They hauled me out for their parties
Paraded me ‘round like a prize pig on a chain
Made me dance for the high-heeled jackals
While they laughed and spilled my name

But I’d been examining the rafters
I knew each crack in every beam
And I prayed not to heaven or hell
But to the sweetness of the final scene

One night the room was drunk with noise
And the roof was groaning like it knew my crime
I put my hands on the two big bones of the place
And whispered, “Now’s the time”

I pushed ‘til my tongue split clean in half
And the boards wailed like hungry ghosts
And when the whole damn house came down
It was I, the one that loved it most

They’ll say the strong man died for nothing
Running vengeance down a dead-end street
But I felt light for the first time in years
When the ceiling came down to kiss my feet

And somewhere in the rubble, she was there
With her Sunday dress torn and black
I couldn’t see her face, but I swear she smiled
As the dust pulled the both of us back

But I can still hear the beams hum low
Like they’re talkin’ just to me
One day I’ll lean in close
And we’ll see who sets who free
No use in asking mercy
When the hinges start to scream
I’ll drop the ceiling, darlin’
And let the dust tuck in my dreams
The Girl at the Gate
He swore on the smoke from a paper-thin moon
To barter the first face he met at high noon
For the taste of a crown and a war’s quick end
Never thinking the oath might turn on him

Through dust-caked roads, with his steel still warm
He came to the fields past the old church barn
And there she was — dancing, all ribbons and grin
Calling “Father, you’ve come, let the feast begin”

But the wine in his hand turned bitter and black
His jaw locked tight, and he could not look back
The vow like iron, the air like lead
Every step toward home felt heavier than the dead

She read it plain in the twist of his brow
Asked, “How long till the hills take me now?”
He spoke of a promise, of debts to be paid
Of a bargain made in the heat of the blade

Two months she roamed on the far pine ridge
With the night-wind’s cry for a final bridge
Braiding her hair with the bones of birds
Carving her thoughts into nameless words

When she came back down, the drums were low
Every face in town too cold to show
She walked through the smoke to the place prepared
Where no one sang, and no one dared

They bound her wrists with red cloth strips
Laid her down on the altar’s lips
Her breath came ragged, her skin turned pale
The blade bit deep through the bridal veil

He closed his eyes, but the sound rang through
As her blood met the stone where the flowers grew
A steam rose up where her heart once beat
And the stone drank warm from her final heat

The smell clung thick to the butchered day
Her eyes still wide in a startled sway
Her father stood still as her hair turned slack
As though her soul had climbed his back

The blood ran down to the temple floor
Seeping its way to the outer door
And the dogs outside began to bark
Gnawing the wood ‘til it splintered dark

They say the rain wouldn’t touch that street
For forty days where the cobbles meet
And the girls of the hills lit candles there
For the vow and the life it stole from the air

They say the rain wouldn’t touch that street
For forty days where the cobbles meet
And the girls of the hills lit candles there
For the vow and the life it stole from the air

They say the rain wouldn’t touch that street
For forty days where the cobbles meet
And the girls of the hills lit candles there
For the vow and the life it stole from the air

They say the rain wouldn’t touch that street
For forty days where the cobbles meet
And the girls of the hills lit candles there
For the vow and the life it stole from the air

Side B

The Thicket's Teeth
They came down the road, voices sharp and cold
Laughing loud like the world was sold
Calling out with tones both harsh and thin
Marking the end of a younger skin

I walked the path they said was mine
Head held high through the twisted pine
But their words were knives in a quiet fight
Cutting soft in the fading light

The thicket’s teeth came tearing through
Baring fangs that no one knew
When the air turned sharp and the ground gave way
They learned what silence couldn’t say

The fury came down without a plea
Bears with eyes like cruelty
Tearing flesh like the night was starved
No mercy shown, no grace carved

The boys’ screams tangled in the thorn
The forest drank what the night had born
A reckoning cold, a wrath unbound
Where mercy lost its final sound

Their laughter cracked like brittle bone
Answers swallowed by skin and stone
And the earth opened wide to take its due
When the thicket’s teeth bit through

I stood alone where the wilds had grown
Marked by the roar carved deep in stone
And the lesson etched in blood and bone
Wrote the cost of the seeds they’d sown

The thicket’s teeth came tearing through
Baring fangs that no one knew
When the air turned sharp and the ground gave way
They learned what silence couldn’t say

No mercy waits in the tangled brush
No second chance for a foolish hush
The forest keeps what the lips forget
And answers with a growl, not regret

The thicket’s teeth came tearing through
Baring fangs that no one knew
When the air turned sharp and the ground gave way
They learned what silence couldn’t say

No mercy waits in the tangled brush
No second chance for a foolish hush
The forest keeps what the lips forget
And answers with a growl, not regret

The thicket’s teeth came tearing through
Baring fangs that no one knew
When the air turned sharp and the ground gave way
They learned what silence couldn’t say

The thicket’s teeth came tearing through
Baring fangs that no one knew
When the air turned sharp and the ground gave way
They learned what silence couldn’t say

No mercy waits in the tangled brush
No second chance for a foolish hush
The forest keeps what the lips forget
And answers with a growl, not regret

The thicket’s teeth came tearing through
Baring fangs that no one knew
When the air turned sharp and the ground gave way
They learned what silence couldn’t say
See What They've Done
He came to the town when the sky was low
With frost in his beard and a voice like snow
Carrying her through the amber rain
A bundle of bone and a mouth of pain

The gates were shut but the torches burned
Every shadow leaned and turned
They said, “Leave her here, she’s not your own”
But he clutched her close like carved-out stone

Past hollow doors and sleeping tombs
no sound bloomed and the square was doomed
Till the lamplight died in the drunken square
And no one asked why she gasped for air

Blood on the doorstep, voices gone cold
The broken body left to fold
A hand raised high in desperate rage
Setting fire to a reckoning’s cage

See what they’ve done in the night
See what they’ve done in the dark
The law lies cold in the guttered street
And the guilty bear no mark

They took her in where the shutters shook
Hands like claws and a butcher’s hook
The floorboards groaned as the night grew red
And laughter danced where the living bled

By morning light she barely stirred
Skin torn thin and her breathing slurred
He laid her down at the city’s wall
And called for the crowd with a voice to maul

She slipped away before they came
Her body stiff, her lips with no name
The wind pulled hard through the crimson street
While the dogs lay still at the butcher’s feet

Blood on the doorstep, voices gone cold
The broken body left to fold
A hand raised high in desperate rage
Setting fire to a reckoning’s cage

See what they’ve done in the night
See what they’ve done in the dark
The law lies cold in the guttered street
And the guilty bear no mark

He cut her into pieces there
With a knife that shone in the open air
Twelve parts sent on a stranger’s hand
To every tribe in the broken land

Each piece arrived on a bed of straw
And every house froze in sudden awe
A call to rise, to take the field
With blood for blood, and no shield to yield

And the city still sleeps under rusted eaves
Where no child laughs and no mother grieves
But the crows remember the crimson rain
And the night they feasted on her remains

Blood on the doorstep, voices gone cold
The broken body left to fold
A hand raised high in desperate rage
Setting fire to a reckoning’s cage

See what they’ve done in the night
See what they’ve done in the dark
The law lies cold in the guttered street
And the guilty bear no mark

Twelve parts sent on a stranger’s hand
To every tribe in the broken land
A call to rise, to take the field
With blood for blood, and no shield to yield

See what they’ve done in the night
See what they’ve done in the dark
The law lies cold in the guttered street
And the guilty bear no mark

Blood on the doorstep, voices gone cold
The broken body left to fold
A hand raised high in desperate rage
Setting fire to a reckoning’s cage

See what they’ve done in the night
The law lies cold in the daylight
See what they’ve done in the dark
And the guilty bear no mark

See what they’ve done in the night
The law lies cold in the daylight
See what they’ve done in the dark
And the guilty bear no mark

See what they’ve done in the night
The law lies cold in the daylight
See what they’ve done in the dark
And the guilty bear no mark

See what they’ve done in the night
The law lies cold in the daylight
See what they’ve done in the dark
And the guilty bear no mark

See what they’ve done in the night
The law lies cold in the daylight
See what they’ve done in the dark
And the guilty bear no mark

See what they’ve done in the night
The law lies cold in the daylight
See what they’ve done in the dark
And the guilty bear no mark






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