i can't get out of bed the weight of silence fills my head these four walls close in tight wrapped in doubt lost in the night every heartbeat heavy and slow memories linger lost in the flow the world feels heavy pressing down in this silence i could drown the world outside keeps moving on while I’m trapped here barely holding on familiar faces fade from view in this stillness it feels like I’ve lost you in the mirror a stranger stares eyes reflecting a thousand cares and in this silence i hear the screams of shattered hopes and broken dreams the clock ticks slowly time drags on each minute a weight each second gone i close my eyes hoping for peace but the chaos inside will never cease the world outside keeps moving on while I’m trapped here barely holding on familiar faces fade from view in this stillness it feels like I’ve lost you the world outside keeps moving on while I’m trapped here barely holding on familiar faces fade from view in this stillness it feels like I’ve lost you the light outside feels foreign and cold promises broken, stories untold wrapped in sheets like a fading ghost haunted by the things I loved the most the world outside keeps moving on while I’m trapped here barely holding on familiar faces fade from view in this stillness it feels like I’ve lost you
THE ALBUM

THE MUSIC
THE WORDS
Side A
Lost and Never Found
My Favorite Feeling
you can't add any days to the rest of my life you can add a little life to the rest of my days you can't add any days to the rest of my life you can add a little life to the rest of my days a song in my heart, is heard your name is my favorite word A harmony that wraps around your voice is my favorite sound you can not add any days to the rest of my life you can add a little life to the rest of my days time is now and I'm right here your eyes are my favorite mirror Where I find peace and endless grace your arms are my favorite place and your love is my favorite feeling you can not add any days to the rest of my life you can add a little life to the rest of my days and your love is my favorite feeling and your love is my favorite feeling and your love is my favorite feeling and your love is my favorite feeling you can not add any days to the rest of my life you can add a little life to the rest of my days and your love is my favorite feeling and your love is my favorite feeling
Strange
waiting for something, something to change stuck in my house and it feels so strange waiting for something, something to change stuck in my house and it feels so strange no one would notice if i were to disappear the good never happens when i am here little things in life must we act like we care fake it until you make it it doesn't seem fair waiting for something, something to change stuck in my house and it feels so strange good things don't last no one ever heals when I am in the past lost among the years life seems unfair behind a mask we hide is there someone somewhere who's on my side? waiting for something, something to change stuck in my house and it feels so strange - instrumental break - life seems don't last no one ever hears when I am in the past lost among the years life seems unfair behind a mask we hide is there someone somewhere who's on my side? waiting for something, something to change stuck in my house and it feels so strange it feels so strange (strange, strange, strange, strange, strange) it feels so strange (strange, strange, strange, strange, strange)
Spot
i don't know what happens every single time you said to me "i love you" then you changed your mind i fall in love too easy i fall in love too fast i just love the feeling but i guess it doesn't last i fall in love too easy i fall in love too fast i just love the feeling but i guess it doesn't last car seats and plastic sharks blast off and water parks all these things so new to me now have a spot in my heart i knew the exact moment i could hear it in your voice your eyes they look so distant i know i have no choice i fall in love too easy i fall in love too fast i just love the feeling but i guess it doesn't last car seats and plastic sharks blast off and water parks all these things so new to me now have a spot in my heart i fall in love too easy i fall in love too fast i just love the feeling but i guess it doesn't last car seats and plastic sharks blast off and water parks all these things so new to me now have a spot in my heart (heart)
Side B
Don't Understand
sometimes baby i just don't understand sometimes baby i just don't understand ooooooooouuuuuuu ooooooooouuuuuuu I am ready to settle down I just don't want to settle sometimes baby i just don't understand sometimes baby i just don't understand ooooooooouuuuuuu ooooooooouuuuuuu You got to be kidding me when you say that to my face almost won the game but won't settle for second place sometimes baby i just don't understand sometimes baby i just don't understand ooooooooouuuuuuu ooooooooouuuuuuu I am ready to settle down I just don't want to settle (Ah Oh Uh) sometimes baby i just don't understand sometimes baby i just don't understand (sometimes baby i just don't understand) (sometimes baby i just don't understand) ooooooooouuuuuuu ooooooooouuuuuuu (sometimes baby i just don't understand) (sometimes baby i just don't understand) sometimes baby i just don't understand sometimes baby i just don't understand ooooooooouuuuuuu ooooooooouuuuuuu
Nothing Left
i feel like i stop existing when i am alone like there's nothing left of me when everyone's gone home I’m addicted to what hurts me the most My mind scares the shit out of me every whisper in my ear tells me things i don't wanna hear i feel like i stop existing when i am alone like there's nothing left of me when everyone's gone home I keep chasing ghosts can’t seem to let them go Inside my own head where the darkness grows i feel like i stop existing when i am alone like there's nothing left of me when everyone's gone home I hate to see you smiling while I’m stuck in this place Caught in this wreckage can’t erase your face i feel like i stop existing when i am alone like there's nothing left of me when everyone's gone home I don’t know what to say while I’m stuck in this place Caught in this wreckage can’t erase your face i feel like i stop existing when i am alone like there's nothing left of me when everyone's gone home I don’t know what to say I don’t know how to feel I've become completely numb I can’t tell what’s real i know that it is mean but i wish i loved you less I don’t know what to say while I’m stuck in this place Caught in this wreckage can’t erase your face i feel like i stop existing when i am alone like there's nothing left of me i know it is mean i know that it is mean but i wish i loved you less i know that it is mean loved you less i know that it is mean but i wish i loved you less i know that it is mean but i wish i loved you less
Perspective
ego kills growth but growth kills ego fear kills dreams but dreams kill fear laziness kills ambition but ambition kills laziness anger kills wisdom but wisdom kills anger ego kills growth but growth kills ego fear kills dreams but dreams kill fear laziness kills ambition but ambition kills laziness anger kills wisdom but wisdom kills anger ego kills growth but growth kills ego fear kills dreams but dreams kill fear jealousy kills peace but peace kills jealousy doubt kills confidence but confidence kills doubt ego kills growth but growth kills ego fear kills dreams but dreams kill fear
Silence of the Night
those who need nothing seem to get everything take until nothing left and then they turn and leave you took the moon and left me with the night in a maze where nothing turns out right but i’m holding on to dreams even when they slip away in the silence of the night i’ll find a place to stay hearts are empty but their pockets full trading peace for a fleeting high you’re out of reach but never out of sight in a world where shadows never die when the stars begin to fade and the night is cold and gray in the silence of the night i’ll find a place to stay maybe there’s a reason for the way things always go in the space between the leaving and the heartache that we know but i’m holding on to dreams even when they slip away in the silence of the night i’ll find a place to stay when the stars begin to fade and the night is cold and gray in the silence of the night i’ll find a place to stay maybe there’s a reason for the way things always go in the space between the leaving and the heartache that we know but i’m holding on to dreams even when they slip away in the silence of the night i’ll find a place to stay but i’m holding on to dreams even when they slip away in the silence of the night i’ll find a place to stay when the stars begin to fade and the night is cold and gray in the silence of the night i’ll find a place to... but i’m holding on to dreams even when they slip away in the silence of the night i’ll find a place to stay when the stars begin to fade and the night is cold and gray in the silence of the night i’ll find a place to stay
THE ART





