please don't you stay run run far away its for the best please don't think any less of me cause I'm like a key i will turn on you and its not your fault but its the truth i guess i never learn until i get mine hide your soft eyes they'll burn in the sunshine one of these days I'm gonna pay falling in and out of love everyday one of these days I'm gonna pay falling in and out of love everyday please don't you stay run run far away its for the best please don't think any less of me cause I'm like a key i will turn on you and its not your fault but its the truth who says i have to stop? who says i have to choose? i don't want to hurt anyone but someone is gonna lose one of these days I'm gonna pay falling in and out of love everyday one of these days I'm gonna pay falling in and out of love everyday please don't you stay run run far away its for the best please don't think any less of me cause I'm like a key i will turn on you and its not your fault but its the truth who says i have to stop? who says i have to choose? i don't want to hurt anyone but someone is gonna lose one of these days I'm gonna pay falling in and out of love everyday one of these days I'm gonna pay falling in and out of love everyday please don't you stay run run far away its for the best please don't think any less (of me) cause I'm like a key i will turn on you and its not your fault but its the truth but someone is gonna lose
THE ALBUM
THE MUSIC
THE WORDS
Side A
The Heartbreaker
The Deceiver
I’ve been running in circles, playing a part Trying to hold up this house of cards I reach for something, something true But the more I grasp, the less I do Every word rehearsed like a script how long can i get away with it? I speak the words they want to hear I'll wait a bit then disappear Every word rehearsed like a script how long can i get away with it? I speak the words they want to hear I'll wait a bit then disappear Every word is a role that I play Crumbling down as I waste away I wear a smile that doesn't belong Painted on thick i know its wrong I can’t keep up with the stories I’ve spun i wish the damage could be undone But the truth is pulling me apart And I’m losing myself in the dark i will never leave you as long as i can mislead you i say that i only need you i only need to deceive you it was perfect just like we were i am, i am, i am a deceiver Every word I said, every lie I told Has turned me into someone I don’t know I thought I could play the perfect role Keep the world out, keep myself whole But the surface starts to thin As the truth keeps creeping in The throne I sit on turns to dust Built on the bones of broken trust i will never leave you as long as i can mislead you i say that i only need you i only need to deceive you it was perfect just like we were i am, i am, i am a deceiver you saw something much deeper i am, i am a deceiver i am, i am a deceiver i am, i am, i am a deceiver i am, i am, i am a deceiver i am, i am, i am a deceiver i am, i am, i am a deceiver i am, i am, i am a deceiver i am, i am, i am a deceiver i am, i am, i am a deceiver i am, i am, i am a deceiver i am, i am, i am a deceiver i am, i am, i am a deceiver i am, i am, i am a deceiver i am, i am, i am a deceiver i am, i am, i am a deceiver i am, i am, i am a deceiver a deceiver i am, i am, i am a deceiver i am, i am, i am a deceiver i am, i am, i am a deceiver i am, i am, i am a deceiver i am, i am, i am a deceiver
The Artist
i have this need i cant explain things to say stuck in my brain pen and paper canvas and paint any kind of tool i need to make the only way to set them free i must create my own reality this is all i know how to express the feelings inside more or less destroy all you want i must create the beauty in both alleviate the only way to set them free i must create my own reality this is all i know how to express the feelings inside more or less destroy all you want i must create the beauty in both alleviate the only way to set them free i must create my own reality love and hate they both show through everything in between between me and you talking about it i don't know how to expression is long overdue the only way to set them free i must create my own reality the only way to set them free i must create my own reality
The Scapegoat
I'm the face you use to hide your shame You point your finger, call my name I carry your sins and bear your shame And bury me beneath the blame You point your fingers, I take the fall Blame it on me, I’ve heard it all I rise, I fall A nameless voice against the wall In the shadows where you hide I’m the one who’s left to die I bend, I break, beneath their lies Still searching for a reason why You point your fingers, I take the fall Blame it on me, I’ve heard it all I rise, I fall A nameless voice against the wall Silent eyes, they never see The truth that slowly dies in me No way out, no where to run I’m the price for what you’ve done You point your fingers, I take the fall Blame it on me, I’ve heard it all I rise, I fall A nameless voice against the wall
Side B
The Recluse
You reach for me, I pull away We dance this distance every day The fear of need is stronger still So I stand alone against my will I built this wall, thick as stone It keeps me safe, but leaves me cold I’d reach out, but my hands don’t know How to let go, how to let go You move so close, I slip behind We trace this distance, line by line The fear of need keeps holding fast So I stand alone while the moments pass I built these walls, held up high They shield my heart but drain the sky I'd reach for you but I’m frozen tight Afraid to ask, afraid to try Every crack I hide behind is one I’ve made Too proud to ask, too afraid to fade No one comes around, and that’s the way I choose Every step I take, I’ve got nothing left to lose I built these walls, brick by brick They keep me whole, but something sticks I’d tear them down, but what would I find? It’s safer here, lost in my mind Drifting far away, I’m better on my own Disconnected, never felt more alone Drifting far away, I’m better on my own Disconnected, I’ve never felt more alone I built these walls, stone on stone They shield my heart, but I stand alone I’d break them down, but it feels like a sin So I turn away and lock myself in I built these walls brick by brick They keep me whole but something sticks I’d tear them down but what would I find? It’s safer here lost in my mind I built these walls stone on stone They shield my heart but I stand alone I’d break them down but it feels like sin So I turn away, and lock myself in I built this wall thick as stone It keeps me safe but leaves me cold I built these walls held up high They shield my heart but drain the sky I built these walls brick by brick They keep me whole but something sticks I built these walls stone on stone They shield my heart but I stand alone never felt more alone (I’m better on my own) never felt more alone (I’m better on my own) never felt more alone (I’m better on my own) never felt more alone (I’m better on my own)
The Degenerate
(seth lloyd) They say I’m lost, but I’m just getting found Dancing in the flames while the world burns down The more I destroy, the more I feel whole I’m addicted to this poison in my soul (the dollys) I don’t know when I started to fade The nights blur together, lost in a haze I don’t fear the fall, I embrace the pain I’m alive in the storm, I dance in the rain (seth lloyd) I’m a mess, I’m a freak, I’m a worst nightmare I spit in the face of everyone who cares Don’t need your pity, don’t want your help I’m doing just fine wrecking myself (the dollys) I close my eyes, let the silence take hold The void is warm, the darkness cold I break the rules, and I pay the price anything to make me feel alive I drown my doubts in a glass of sin Every hit I take pulls me further in No salvation, I don’t want to be saved Numb to the shame, to the mess I’ve made (seth lloyd) I’m a mess, I’m a freak, I’m a worst nightmare I spit in the face of everyone who cares Don’t need your pity, don’t want your help I’m doing just fine wrecking myself (the dollys) In every lie, I find a home But the emptiness cuts to the bone Every scar I wear, every sin I hide I’m a degenerate, barely alive Falling apart, but I love the fight into the night, no wrong or right I know I’m doomed, I know I’ll fall I’ll go out screaming till I lose it all (seth lloyd) Don’t need your pity don’t want your help I’m doing just fine wrecking myself Don’t need your pity don’t want your help I’m doing just fine wrecking myself
The Coward
There’s a list of things I’ve broken Promises and dreams But I hide behind excuses And live in fear of what they mean I’ve got demons in the closet And shadows at my door I could fight them, I could face them But I run like before Every mountain looks too high Every storm feels too strong So I bury all my worries And pretend nothings wrong I’ve been running from the mirror Can’t stand what I might see The truth is getting clearer I keep turning away from me There’s a mirror I won’t look in Too much there I can’t deny I’ve built a wall around the truth And locked it all inside Every mountain looks too high Every storm feels too strong So I bury all my worries And pretend nothings wrong oooooh oooooh I’ve been standing in the shadows Afraid to make a move All the battles that surround me I’ve never fought to prove I’ve turned away from every fight Pretending I don’t see But the truth is always waiting It’s haunting every dream Every mountain looks too high Every storm feels too strong So I bury all my worries And pretend nothings wrong The problems keep on piling up But I pretend they’re out of sight While the cracks beneath my feet grow I still won’t stand and fight I’ve let the moments slip away Afraid of what’s too real life is passing by so fast cant figure out the deal Every mountain looks too high Every storm feels too strong So I bury all my worries And pretend nothings wrong oooh Every mountain looks too high Every storm feels too strong So I bury all my worries And pretend nothings wrong Every mountain looks too high Every storm feels too strong So I bury all my worries And pretend nothings wrong Every mountain looks too high Every storm feels too strong So I bury all my worries And pretend nothings wrong nothings wrong nothings wrong nothings wrong nothings wrong nothings wrong nothings wrong nothings wrong nothings wrong nothings wrong
The Anticipant
(the dollys) it wont be long now really very soon we will be together share the same room you wont be alone neither will i neither will i a lot more hello's a lot less goodbye's it wont be long now really very soon we will be together share the same room you wont be alone neither will i neither will i a lot more hello's a lot less goodbye's stars in the night sky shining just for us hold on tight my love no need to rush you wont be alone neither will i neither will i a lot more hello's a lot less goodbye's counting down the days dreaming we are near words cant say enough how much i care you wont be alone neither will i neither will i a lot more hello's a lot less goodbye's (seth lloyd) stars in the night sky shining just for us hold on tight my love no need to rush you wont be alone neither will i neither will i a lot more hello's a lot less goodbye's counting down the days dreaming we are near words cant say enough how much i care you wont be alone neither will i neither will i a lot more hello's a lot less goodbye's you wont be alone neither will i neither will i a lot more hello's a lot less goodbye's you wont be alone neither will i neither will i a lot more hello's a lot less goodbye's
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